It’s always the same
A shadowed chess game
Inflicting the worst
Plunging headfirst
Setting my aim
It’s always the same
Transfigured breath
Still smelling of death
It never begins
Identical twin
It’s always the same
Creating a name
Ignoring the shame
I cannot escape myself
So many pieces
The pain never ceases
Tempestuous eyes
The sun never dries
I’ve suffered a loss
Scars set across
Emotions and time
A tale of past crimes
By my hands or theirs
But I hold them square
Its fucking disgust
And bear it I must
There’s so much pressure and I am collapsing in
Holding the world together
All I have built in this life
I’m always reminded:
I’m so inadequate
Don’t be so hard on yourself
Take pride in your victories
I’m trying but still I am haunted
I just want fucking rest
This is my history
This is my symphony
I can’t let myself be at peace
I cannot let loose my own leash
This is my history
This is my mystery
I can’t let myself be at peace
My labors my failures increase
History of Violence
Seized in spasms,
Crooked, wayward sight
Outward to inward
And outward, repeat
Feeling inhuman, feeling obsolete
History of violence
Drowning,
Why can’t I just swallow the sea?
Outward to inward
And outward repeat
Feeling a failure, feeling the verge of defeat
It’s always the fucking same
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I was looking for the song "Huesos" that is included in the compilation "Sampler 10", but can not find that song here on bandcamp, to buy it. Så I bought this album since it costs for "name your price".
It is important for me to support good aggrotech-bands by buying their albums, EPs and singles here on Bandcamp.com
I hope Exemia continue to produce/make songs like "Huesos" and "Cryptobiosis".
Keep up the good work. FLX
Gloriously primal music that recalls the glory days of early ’80s industrial, icy drum machines clashing with searing synths. Bandcamp New & Notable Jul 16, 2021
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2014 - Dark Electro (PL)
Discovered lately but it was a while I didn't heard something that good in the genre. Catchy melodies and no redundant at all. Spoonbräu