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History Of Violence

by Aim & Execute

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1.
These dreams of a lifetime held down to the ground Ontological object of voice with no sound All my years sealed inside of a nebulous skin My senses disrupt me I’m locked deep within My god… The broken repay for the sins of the slain All that’s below me is empty and vain I am learning to channel the rage and decay To bring forth a hero to butcher the prey Light at his back Light at his back Come forth oh great one Creation of the severed mind you are mine And I am thine We are secrets of the divine Come forth oh great one Creation of the severed mind you are mine And I am thine We stand in appointed time
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What I Hate 04:29
Let us set the record straight Call forth my rage, enumerate These are things I cannot change I only strive to rearrange Reactions, crushing weight All my feelings here conflate Linger here, distorted state Must attempt to bifurcate Become two persons, one for you Hardened heart and thoughts so shrewd Become two persons one for me That still can feel that still can be My essence split in two Anger, hatred, follow through Powerless, my hands are bound Reality is so unsound Reality is so unsound Run yourself into the ground Foresight hindsight present sight These are concepts that you fight Selfishness and hard as stone To self-destruct is in your bones This is your right, Ill spare you words Of counsel, they would go unheard Its so important that you fail Collecting pity for your tale What I hate is that you bring More lives than yours into this thing And what I hate is living split Between myself and counterfeit Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? All this effort just to defy Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? All the pain is ossified Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? All this effort just to deny Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Accountability to rectify Let us set the record straight Call forth my rage, enumerate These are things I cannot change I only strive to rearrange Reactions, crushing weight All my feelings here conflate Linger here disordered state Must attempt to bifurcate Become two persons, one for you Hardened heart and thoughts so shrewd Become two persons one for me That still can feel that still can be My essence split in two Anger, hatred, follow through Powerless, my hands are bound Reality is so unsound Reality is so unsound Run yourself into the ground
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Mi Amor 06:16
Obsession metaphysical So self important, cynical Espousing intolerance Defending your own violence Willing slave to stagnant ends Cut yourself to make amends Hate yourself and speak of love Hubris fits you like a glove Obstinate, contrarian Bulwarked, sectarian Mind is closed and reason sealed Your ignorance has been revealed One Way Your Way Unchanging law, colossal flaw Take the word of charlatans Double talk and partisan Sculpt yourself into a lie You’re an Effigy of self, denied Behind the mask of virtue rests A tyrant that has been suppressed Hornet’s nest I fell for the ruse Destined to lose Battered and bruised Mental abuse Suspect I am Judged and been damned Wasting away Soul disarray I fell for the ruse Destined to lose Battered and bruised Mental abuse Suspect I am Judged and been damned My words misconstrued I cannot get through Shatter I’ve had enough Poison my dreams No more Mi Amor She’s a fucking disease Her noxious core It misled me Mi Amor I cannot win All I abhor Darkness beneath her skin Mi Amor A heart of marbled stone Is poison to my own I finally can be free With you away from me You are a fraud I should have known Selfish, maniacal to the bone Inventing truth to justify Your paranoid self centered cries Don’t fucking speak to me again I don’t regret what might have been A perfect trust has been betrayed Now Taste the hell that you have made Mi Amor She’s a fucking disease Her noxious core It misled me Mi Amor I cannot win All I abhor Darkness beneath her skin Mi Amor Your soul of ruthless pride I cast it all aside I finally can be free With you away from me Mi Amor She’s a fucking disease Her noxious core It misled me Mi Amor I cannot win All I abhor Darkness beneath her skin Mi Amor A heart of marbled stone Is poison to my own I finally can be free With you away from me
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Oligochaeta 03:58
How far are you willing to go for the lie? Convicting others for your selfish crimes Narcissistic self obsessed ego manic child Solipsistic paranoia running wild You found a way to excuse your impotence You found a way to inflate importance Hide behind a schizophrenic crusade 2000 year old charade As serpents slither Through your eyes You harbor all that You despise A change in words but not in deeds Expose all to your vanity Your transparent, pseudo moral code The sinews of your soul erode Oh my wants, thou art my God! Thou art my tender safe facade In my skull sized temple I reside From all reality I hide OLIGOCHAETA You are a worm A worm you’ll always be The masquerade: No god, no shame Behind old names Your secret Your secret game
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Corroded chains The crux of all my work it withers In dreams restrained The weight of all my woes, they fissure Conglomerate decay My truth is led astray Let this body crumble Let it melt away Plagued by phantoms Of disfigured faces past They chide and mock me Their laughter tastes like sarin gas My words restricted in their midst Their words carve X’s on my wrists Thought extortion Siphon off my trust Free will contortion Self-esteem combusts Driving nails right through my eyes There’s no escape there’s no disguise A vapid emptiness consumes my waking days A rotted heart a blackened soul my smile betrays Reflections linger, the phantom’s leash constrains The world has moved and here I still remain Bound in time to the moments I have wasted Slave to all the agony that I have tasted Obsessed in darkness, midnight reverie Polluted by this phantom energy Chorus 1 Why can’t I rest why can’t I breathe? Why can’t I touch serenity? What have I done that warrants this, Chained to a gravestone in the abyss? This pallid entity slithers and it feeds Sign of sorcery straight at me It breathes my screams It haunts my dreams A phantom energy Chorus 2 I cannot rest I cannot breathe I’ll never touch serenity All I have done, it comes to this Name on a tombstone in the abyss This pallid entity knows no end to greed It’s still eyes consuming all of me Silence my screams Devour my dreams A phantom energy
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Spitfire 03:58
Malfeasance parade Corrupt and retrograde Emotions running high, with nowhere to hide Inhale the vacuum of ignorance unified The stench is everywhere on everyone and everything These rotting idols, bow before one Hate them, hate us, hate you hate me Enemy Invective is the one decree, judicious thought the sacrificial casualty Profound and absolute idiocy Everyone has the answer and everyone is wrong Scream into the echo chamber And then damn everyone for your own behavior Rampant contagion, abandon your will to the Party that screams for blood Dehumanized Where is discretion and where is accountability? You’re screaming so loud you drown Your voice in the crowd Sacrifice seeing for being seen Sacrifice hearing for being heard Where was your outrage, where was your voice When innocents died Deprived of every choice? It’s like you never ever saw through their eyes It’s like you wear empathy as a disguise It seems you never meant the words that you said When the letter in the office is the letter drilled into your head Rampant contagion, abandon your will to the Party that screams for blood Dehumanized Where is discretion and where is accountability? You’re screaming so loud you drown Your voice in the crowd
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It’s always the same A shadowed chess game Inflicting the worst Plunging headfirst Setting my aim It’s always the same Transfigured breath Still smelling of death It never begins Identical twin It’s always the same Creating a name Ignoring the shame I cannot escape myself So many pieces The pain never ceases Tempestuous eyes The sun never dries I’ve suffered a loss Scars set across Emotions and time A tale of past crimes By my hands or theirs But I hold them square Its fucking disgust And bear it I must There’s so much pressure and I am collapsing in Holding the world together All I have built in this life I’m always reminded: I’m so inadequate Don’t be so hard on yourself Take pride in your victories I’m trying but still I am haunted I just want fucking rest This is my history This is my symphony I can’t let myself be at peace I cannot let loose my own leash This is my history This is my mystery I can’t let myself be at peace My labors my failures increase History of Violence Seized in spasms, Crooked, wayward sight Outward to inward And outward, repeat Feeling inhuman, feeling obsolete History of violence Drowning, Why can’t I just swallow the sea? Outward to inward And outward repeat Feeling a failure, feeling the verge of defeat It’s always the fucking same
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Corrupted 04:49
Let me lie to you Let me choose what is false And what is true Give me your heart give me your trust Let me wash you in my disgust Ill hide my face, my world, my scheme I’m rearranging your dreams Freely give and Freely Take Within my darkness you will break I’ll take your love, I’ll sell my con, dig my talons in This is the longest game, you will never win Hollowed out, sewn seeds of doubt Darkness in and darkness out By the time that you notice it will be too late Together bound, bound to this fate Reality is what I see, if it pleases me Confounding trust phonology Not one redeeming quality The perfect lines and prosody Theater is my only skill I can make you believe anything that I will And you won’t question, no second thoughts Oh, the obfuscation I have wrought! You have a dream? Delete it. Forsake it. You have a love? Forget it. Ill break it. This has never been about you This is about me. Through and Through. I am corrupted In this I make no excuse Ill siphon off your soul You are my object of abuse You are corrupted And you cannot refuse Ill taint everything that’s yours No matter what you choose I am relentless I am ceaseless I am shameless I am endless Ruthless Bottomless Faceless Remorseless Timelessness
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Into Agony 04:25
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Burial 04:30
We have gathered here, we come to lay to rest: Sincerity dead and gone, illusory at best Pretentious narcissists, Sociopathic trash A face of virtue worn, for a pile of cash Assassinating Art, maintaining status quo Selling worthless shit for a TV show Worship the fiat bills, rejoice in worthlessness Rudimentary intelligence, moral abscess “Anything for fame, anything for me Everything that I want, give it to me for free Anything for worth in the eyes of peers Please don’t look away, don’t make me disappear” This is a burial, this is a ritual Ceremony of interment for the banal Our way of life has been corporatized The time has come to euthanize Bury them beyond the reach of sunlight Cast their tombs in ice As we fill the grave, we will watch them fight Watch them pay the price How much more can we endure Where Intelligence is scorned Thoughtfulness obscure This is not the world that was promised us Our youthful hopes prove superfluous This is not our dream, this is not our creed This is poison air that we breathe A veil of lies a house of cards Collapsing now in this graveyard

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released August 11, 2017

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Aim & Execute: The unholy and punishing union of Audiocentesis(USA) and Exemia(MEX)

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